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"Addicted" I heard you're doing okay But I want you to know I'm a dick I'm addicted to you I can't pretend I don't care When you don't think about me Do you think I deserve this? I tried to make you happy but you left anyway I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you But I want it and I need it I'm addicted to you Now it's over Can't forget what you said And I never wanna do this again Heartbreaker Since the day I met you And after all we've been through I'm still a dick I'm addicted to you I think you know that it's true I'd run a thousand miles to get you Do you think I deserve this? I tried to make you happy I did all that I could Just to keep you But you left anyway How long will I be waiting? Until the end of time I don't know why I'm still waiting I can't make you mine Heartbreaker I'm addicted to you

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Name: sIlLi
Country: Singapore
Birthday: 5/30/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: drawin pooh bearz.. i like art.. i like pooh too:) hahax.. i like laughin and smillin.. itz mi fav habit..i like to swim and play bball oso.. bowlin and sports.. phonin and chattin online and smsin.. watchin tv.. playin com.. talkin to mi sis.. hangin out wif frenz and sumtimes though got nth to do.. but juz enjoy the company of frenx :D
Expertise: em.. mi so silli sia.. how could i haf.. hahax.. find out urself~ :p
Occupation: Student
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Member Since: 9/2/2003

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Sunday, October 24, 2004

aiz.. sad sad~ veri sad today.. mi hotmail and frenster acc hacked by ppl~!!! donno who so bad and nth to do.. so sad~ both acc nt oni hacked by ppl.. that person still deleted mi frenster acc!!!!!!!!! now i cant add frenz back liao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :'( donno wat to do ahz.. hotmail acc oso lost now.. so sad.. mi msn now haf no body oso.. so sad!!!!!! wat to do.. i so xin ku den gt 190+ frenz and 80+ testis!!!!!! aiz.. now no one.. no testi.. so sad.. sumore juz now dat i haf to go back china.. sianz.. last yr oso lyk dat.. i gt sjab competition coz i go back nv practice at last we lose.. so badly 2nd last.. this yr last chance.. i haf to go back again.. we cant practice again.. i donno wat they r gonna think abt mi.. but the saddest thing is.. i cant pei mi lao gong.. 1mon is veri long.. sumore he havin exam i cant be beside him and help him jia you~ when he needed mi the most i cant be wif him.. so SAD~ i don wan dis.. i haf no chioce..  everiones sure blamin mi~ :'( im sad.. donno wat to do.. i hate dis.. y am i nt a singaprean and cum to singapre.. i don understand.. sadz.. sadz.. sadz

 


Wednesday, October 13, 2004

aiz.. so mani dayz nv online againz.. hahax.. coz mi com siaoz siaoz de.. cant online.. so nv update.. aniway mi exam is finalli OVER liaoz.. heeheexXx :D omg.. dis time realli can relax liaoz.. hahax.. can go out play play lyk siaoz.. hahax.. coz no more exam liaoz.. but nex week will realli be a scary weekkk.. "get back resultz week" omg.. is scary.. can die siaz.. i scare i fail eng den i die liaoz.. go NA i rather go jump frm da buildin?? im seriouz.. emz.. i get back chi resultz le.. not veri good sia.. scare lose to zf.. hey tell mi when u noe hor ;) muz win u~!!! hahhax.. gtg liaoz.. play gamez =p byeezZ~


Friday, October 08, 2004

yoz~ heeheexXx.. a few dayz nv update le.. coz got EXAM lorz.. big deal lorz.. lolx.. emz.. muz study cannot online.. heeheexXx.. good gal ehz?! :p hahax.. emz.. toady got geo and home eco paper lorz.. den haf to memorize so mani thingz.. aiz.. mi short term memorize de mahz.. all the best to miself liaoz lorz.. hahax.. good news iz mine exam is FINSIHIN soonzzzz~ two more dayz.. but the bad newz is the last two paper is sci and mathz paper 2.. emz.. sci i scare lorz.. hahax.. muz study tml and sun whole day manz.. can i (*.*??) hahax.. emz.. now hungry liaoz sia.. wanna eat dinner liaoz.. but too earli eat later hungry againz.. fat sia eat lyk dis.. so much.. muz on diet liaoz sia.. lolx.. gtg liaoz.. heeheexXx.. today relax 1st tml den start studyin for sci.. :p play com lu~~ byeezZ :p


Monday, October 04, 2004

yoz~ heeheexXx.. today i haf mi chinese paper 1 and 2.. em.. i think quite ez lah.. but i scare later get low low markz sia.. coz usualli when u think is ez u will get low low markz but when u think is diffcult den u will get high high markz sia.. em.. itz over.. forget abt it.. oohz yea.. ytd i watched one show.. <Bicentennial Man> woa.. super ns sia.. lucky i got hm and got nth to do so watch dat show.. at 1st don noe watz happenin.. but later i understand liaoz.. den until the end.. veri touchin.. veri ns!!! heeheexXx..i noe is quite long ago de show le bah.. but nvm itz ns :p.. heeheexXx.. em.. tml i haf normal lesson lorz.. sianz man.. den wed got paper again.. jia you lah.. to mi lyk wed den start real exam coz is all the other subx liaoz.. eng and chi no nd memorize de.. aiz.. muz study liaoz ah.. oohz yea.. i don feel lyk goin to 3E1 liaoz.. em.. eunice decided to go 3E3 wif kaijuan they all.. tot of dat i rather wif them manz.. i would be alone and left out.. OMG~!! how canz.. aiz.. wat to do??? i realli donno lorz.. juz hope she tryz her best to go 3E1 wif mi lahz.. aiz.. jia you bah~ byeezZ


Sunday, October 03, 2004

em.. long time nv tell luv storyz liaoz.. hahax.. here im wif a veri touvhin story.. heeheexXx.. hope it touches ur all yea ;)

He met her at a party. She was so outstanding,
many guys chasing after her, while he was so
normal, nobody paid attention to him.

At the end of the party, he invited her to have
coffee with him, she was surprised but due to
being polite, she promised.

They sat in a nice coffee shop, he was too
nervous to say anything, she felt
uncomfortable,
she thought to herself, "Please, let me go
home.."

Suddenly he asked the waiter, "Would you
please give me some salt? I'd like to put it in
my
coffee."

Everybody stared at him, so strange! His face
turned red but still, he put the salt in his coffee
and drank it.

She asked him curiously, "Why you have this
hobby?"

He replied, "When I was a little boy, I lived near
the sea, I liked playing in the sea, I could feel
the taste of the sea , just like the taste of the
salty
coffee. Now every time I have the salty coffee,
I always think of my childhood, think of my
hometown, I miss my hometown so much, I
miss my parents who are still living there."

While saying that tears filled his eyes. She was
deeply touched. That's his true feeling, from
the
bottom of his heart. A man who can tell out his
homesickness, he must be a man who loves
home, cares about home, has responsibility of
home..

Then she also started to speak, spoke about
her faraway hometown, her childhood, her
family.

That was a really nice talk, also a beautiful
beginning of their story. They continued to date.

She found that actually he was a man who
meets all her demands; he had tolerance, was
kind hearted, warm, careful. He was such a
good
person but she almost missed him!
Thanks to his salty coffee!

Then the story was just like every beautiful love
story, the princess married to the prince, then
they were living the happy life... And, every time
she made coffee for him, she put some salt in
the coffee, as she knew that's the way he liked
it.

After 40 years, he passed away, left her a letter
which said, "My dearest, please forgive me,
forgive my whole life's lie. This was the only lie
I said to you---the salty coffee.

Remember the first time we dated? I was so
nervous at that time, actually I wanted some
sugar, but I said salt. It was hard for me to
change
so I just went ahead. I never thought that could
be
the start of our communication!

I tried to tell you the truth many times in my life,
but I was too afraid to do that, as I have
promised
not to lie to you for anything.. Now I'm dying, I
afraid of nothing so I tell you the truth, I don't
like
the salty coffee, what a strange bad taste.. But
I
have had the salty coffee for my whole life!

Since I knew you, I never feel sorry for
anything I
do for you. Having you with me is my biggest
happiness for my whole life. If I can live for the
second time, still want to know you and have
you for my whole life, even though I have to
drink
the salty coffee again."

Her tears made the letter totally wet.

Someday, someone asked her, "What's the
taste of salty coffee?"

She replied, "It's sweet."



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